Friday, December 29, 2006
I'm going back to indonesia le my homeland! :D goinf back too se my family and hope i can forget everything that happen in singapore for awhile so next time when i can back, it will be a new me! I hope by the time i come back i still have the time to buy everthing for my school reopen! and a new years i will forget all the unhappy thing happen in 2006! GOOD BYE 2006~ let welcome 2007! XD bye bye! btw i will leaving early the nxt morning. hais, haven go and i started to miss ma sis ): feel lyk crying.
I can handle myself.
Yesterday meet annie around 7pm we wented to have our dinner after that we walked back to her house and she lend me her jacket cause i was damn cold. after that we went to ktv for some singing. wth, we are in the first room which everyone can see us lor. damn. I hardly sing wih those people keep looking in to our room. anyway it just a kuku ktv. hah. after ktv we went slacking around annie house, bad thing happen wth my fever come back again. =.= i told mum and she told jie rmb to give mi medic, i was waaaa, i dont want to fell sick again lar! mum tell annie send mi home, by looking into annie face i can see she dont really want to send me home, lol. annie told me to wear her jacket home, on the way home i msg him. it only 11 plus i think? he told me he wn slp alr, i was thinking he wnt slp so early de lor, so i only can 睁一只眼 闭一只眼. I went hm i went to his preofile wanted to write him a esti showing hw muh i care, love and everything. but i sawed something which i dun wish to see. i msg tat girl and blah blah balh.. i quarrel with him just bcause of her? and the reson was sooo. fuk, he told mi he slp? i bet he is having some chat wb tat bitch. i cry till lyk mad dog i listen to wd he say he say i dun trust him. zzzzzzz. duno wd to say lor, aft tat i try to 睁一只眼 闭一只眼 whn it nt even my fault okay! den i called baka i cry cry cry cry`~~~~ NON STOP =.= imao. den i sended him a msg before i knw he wn to brk!! he say he dunwn mi to wait cause of his case? so wd if 3 yr? if i love u 30 yr i will wait too okay! it just an excuess frm u. den baka told me mani mani thing, i cry till ma eye hardly open. after sometime i stop crying and baka sis told me aooo mani thing! slowly i start to laugh non stop. at the moment i could forgt all the pain. 4 plus le, i was soo tired i went to slp, less den 2 hr i wake up, i wen to msn i saw his msg but he offline liao T.T aniway i must try to listen to sis or wdever thing he say is trying to hlp mi. soo i think tis tym i will nt look back anymore. 2007 coming i just simply hope to forgt all those bu kan xin de shi in tis yr.
I can handle myself.
Thursday, December 28, 2006
RAINING! have spoiled my mood for going out, wanted to go out and watch death note de, and go ktv! ahhhhh!
STUPID RAIN! and fukin sch !!! i dunwn go them. d@#$^#&^#@#$Q !!!
I can handle myself.
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Okay! I puted password for my blog, cause I dunwn some ppl i duno just to read my blog lyk tis. Two day ler, since i last called my sis ): I gt reali so muh think to tell him leh. This few days I'll be staying in the hospital to look after my mum's bf and also pei my mum cause she was alone. Ytd msging with Jasmond, I nt sure wd he told me is trun or wd cause i sawed some girl calling him laogong and baby. so . . let it be then. Eric gt std le and he dnt told me, clever me tat i found out! heh. 1 more week sch start le, I haven brought shoe, bag, some books. I nt sure if my mum will give me money to buy nt, cause I retain. hais. Hope next yr it wnt be a bad yr for me. It raining cat and dog. so cold, the whole day i was playing wit my baby junhong. but i was so tired cause i dnt sleep well for the pass few days. anyway shall updated soon again! good-bye!
I can handle myself.
Monday, December 25, 2006
HOHOHO! MERRY XMAS! (: wish all my love ones hapi (: mwah. love u guys! heh. dnt wen for twn tis xmas. abit sad ): cause i alr plan to mit xiao zhu, and my baka sis de. hais. wasted if nt i will hb a date wit them! Okay! mited anan took cab to doris and her cousin hse. they dunwn to go twn. zz. so we celet xmas there. talking bout everything happening this yr. and wd gg to change nxt yrs ): saddd. den so call gd fren call mi. zzz. aiya, gt new fren still hack care mi? wd a gd fren i hb! ): den we wen to ktv ad nite. doris sis wn to go! of cause! i used all my idea to stop her frm gg. lol. she still kido. bring her go gt alot problem. due to anan smoking and drinking wd if she wen hm told her mum? =.= reached ktv, lol. it reali cold bt we keep jumping here and there. dacning. lol. sooo funi. we keep laughing. i think the whole ktv is full of our noise onli. all the mic ever spoil when we lefting. lol. nt euff we wen to anan blk ther slack. doris and her cousin cn still sing non stop after we hb so mani shouting in the ktv. lol. alot frens call mi asked wer am i. ): i nt ad twn la. arrrrrrrr. bt celet wb a few gd frens, doenst reali matter wer the place is (: heh. we given each other a xmas kiss. lol. and doris cousin sae hey! jolin kiss u all hapi ma? zzz. den i shout ayumi kiss u all lehh! gt high? LOL. a grp of malay boy ad ther. ps! lol. wanted to mit amelia bt she sty hm celet wb parent (: during singing in ktv tat grp of malay ppl was there too they even went in our rm and play wb us. lol. sooo fun! i sawed my handsome so called look lyk edison de andrew. my 7 yrs frens. he was wb his girl! pretty! a match couple! lol. baka call mi bt i alr gg hm le and my mum dun let mi our le cos of stupid doris did smtng on my face! arrr! xiao zhu wn mi go ps mit him, bt due to stupid anan keep saying u sure wn mit him nt? u alone leyy? u nt scare meh. i dun let u go hor! =.= stupid anan bobian i rejected xiao zhu cause anan was too over protect mi. lol. bt miting zhu tml if i nt tired (: and HAPI BDAY XIAO ZHU AKA JASMOND (: mwah.looked mani pic today! (: bt cnt snd to comp. i try to ask fren to snd for mi ba. lol. bless~
I can handle myself.
Saturday, December 23, 2006
awww. ): my cousin mum come singapore le ): will be sleeping in my room also duno when go bak. hais. cnt chat wb ma lovely sis le. abit shagg lor. )': i alr use to tell him everything abt wd happen everyday. sob! baka sis! even i dnt call u ler! u every night must snd mi gdnite msg hor! )': btw i alr finish watching KO ONE! ): i miss my feilunhai. waiting for hana kimi EP.7 to come out! awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
I can handle myself.
hais. this xmas wana mit up sm gd frens celet xmas de. bt tat day von called mi asked mi if i wn go out with beibei they all wit her. she say ask anan they all follow too. i told anan den she kpkb say dunwn go out wit ppl they duno. den i told her i nt sure i wn go wit who den she scold mi say wd i promise to celet with them nw ps they all and she give mi a jiao bin. ahhh! bobian i ned to keep my promise with them. zzz. =.= den i told von nt miting her le. den she ALSO scold mi. waaa. sian. i feel ke lian for my self. dar wiwi told mi to mit her. but she miting some grp of guy which i scare will saw him so i rejected. von sae i v.mafan. )': if anan they all willing to go out with a grp of ppl and hb fun bu jiu ke yi le? bt they dunwn. wth.... aiya, wdever le. i dun care. tat cb anan scold mi lyk fuk von angry with mi? aiya. dun mit better. i sty ad hm and hb a PEACEFUL XMAS (:
I can handle myself.
Friday, December 22, 2006
ytd acct mum watch duno wd show till 12pm then i quickly call my BELOVED sis (: he slp le, bt wake up when i called him. i told him abt the curse of the golden flower, bt my whole story i keep repeating GOLD GOLD GOLD =.= heh. he keep laughing, then i told him everything bout wd happen ytd (: hmmm.. he told mi he gg to mit his old lover, meng** tml. wahah. eh bro, gd luck ah! ^^ den i start my mini concert wit onli baka fans! XD lol. i sing sing sing, i sing twin song den baka sis say i clever den he teach mi japeness =.= he so lame. dun wn say la! lol. this morning i recieve a xmas card lol. v.cute. thnks bb doris and anan. love u lots! today must eat soup round? i duno hw to spell. ytd slp v.late today 9am jiu wake up le. awww!and ya ytd i teach baka sis sometng tat is ... sha shi p ya shou "TO BE OR NOT TO BE, IT A QUESTION (: lala
I can handle myself.
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Sorry for my poor english spelling =.=
I can handle myself.
This morning wake up watched ko onne :D I love my fei lun hai~ meeted anan ad bedok inter ad 3pm bt she gt quarrel wit her sis so she cum my hse, w/o telling me =.= then we wented hind and seek ad my hse dwstair and BOOed siner. cause she went to my hse blk buy lens. we went to siner hse. i waited alone ad her blk dwnstair den she told me go up cos her sis and cousin gg to =.= nvm. we wented bugis. they keep psing her sis =.= v.bad lor. den we went to watch THE CURSE OF THE GOLDEN FLOWER. omg omg! everything is GOLD GOLD GOLD! v.bored ad first. the bak was quite hao kan la. and hor all the girl in the show .. zzz. their neh neh cum out one. see ler v.eeyer. lol. in the end jay die. ops! gong li was v.pretty she and fa ge. waaa. GOLD. sooo scary lor. den went tk neoprint. bu hao kan =.= went ep. siner brought a pair of hair clip of mi. nt nice de. i lyk another one, bt too bad i left wit no money. i brought a big black bag. i wanted red bt they say red abit hard to pei clothes. i went to buy a pair of shoes, costed 40 dollars. waaa. anan hlp mi paid 10 dollar. sooo gd of her! den she brought mi a necklas, too short la. longer den nicer. bt it okay! (: brought mani small small thing. spented all my money. mayb cause they pei mi shopping, so they get tired they went hm onli anan wit mi we slacked awhile then took cab hm le. wanted to mit von de bt too late le, she went out liao. =.= and siner told mi smthing! tats make mi sooo hapi XD lol
I can handle myself.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
At first this afternoon wanted to meet anan go reborn hair but she keep wasting time i waited very long for her at home. Then my mum kpkb NON-stop. =.= fuck. give me a break. she nt sian i listen till i knw hw to rap le. cb. then her bf say aiya dun go la, tml then go. ask him go hg la. i waited so long for today then he say tat. pls lo if u all dun feel lyk WASTING ur money on me, pls tell mi. dun let be bcum a fool. this sch holid day i was sty ad hm hlp u all work, if i dnt work the whole fukin day u all jiu treaten me dun hlp mi reborn. even give mi money tat cnt even let mi buy a shit. ccb. ask thm all fuk off la. cb. why god let mi born into in fukin cb hse. i rather be lizaid den be her child. i am serious . zzz =.= tml i will nt tk their money and go reborn de lo. knn. think tml if anan cn den i mit her go out shop ba. xmas is cuming le. fuk up holid. dun think i will spent a gooood xmas. i hate this whole family. if ever i cn quickly get out!!!!!!!!! _l_
I can handle myself.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
evon bb called me tell me pei her extend hair. but i dnt, cause it was last min. and i alr say i will pei her whn she gt money to extend =.= ps ahh. this whole day i was watchin ko one. awww. i super love my feilunhai. god bless mi to find a std look lyk them de pls. anyway, baka sis told mi he is fukin moody? i duno why. bt he is gg to call me ltr. shall updated bout it tml. gg to watch my ko one le XD aww. my feilunhai~
I can handle myself.
Monday, December 18, 2006
You are The Empress
Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
I can handle myself.
Just now evon called me. She told me what happen to her this past few day, and she cried. I feel bad, I keep talking to her, but I dun think my words make sense bahs. Hais, I talk to her till I want cry le also. Sorry bb if I dnt helped much. Cheer up alright! (: I'm always there for you! Even next year we not same class le okay! And hope to meet u up this 24th! weets~ but evon if mood still not good, faster save up money! I pei you go mango sales okay?! Hmm.. just now have a long chat with amelia laopo ohh. She extended her hair, waa. Only 60 dollars so cheap. This few days always chat with baka sis! Always talk craps with his THIS WORLD IS ROTTEN =.= he is a big idiots men! My cousin went back to indonesia le, hohoho~ I took over his super BIG BIG BIG comp, rather then my small small one in my bedroom. =.= Watched open season just now. I was laughinf my ass off. Then my mum get soo mad that she throw something on me. zzz. real pain men. And I feel soo fuk men! I was so sauy always kana scold by "xiao ren" =.= cb. Then watched my FEILUNHAI de show again. I will never bored with it men! By this week goin to meet amelia laopo and anan bb~ to buy all the thing I need for xmas. hope I can really got the thing I wn lo. zzz. ): sadd. I try to delete many people in my friendster but.. lazy le =.= so i leave it like this, and i let prople view my profile but too many fuker saw my profile i feel soooo. so i change back again. awww. I want my xmas to be HAPPY! (:
I can handle myself.
someone make my butt LOL too. =.= wd a fuk up day. went out it raining lo. i am all wet. lyk ah siao lyk tat. argh ! i cnt rmb anythin for this few day. hah. mayb it bcause i alr no mood to blog. ppl who see my blog must b fukin angry cos i always write wu liew thing =.= lalalala! it bcause the tym it nt rite yet. hohoho. MERRY MERRY XMAS! so hapi it cuming. ahh. duno wd to sae. wish all my frens who gg to tk their n lvl cn pass! bb~
I can handle myself.
Sunday, December 17, 2006
I can handle myself.
Saturday, December 16, 2006
rmb to watch 花样少年少女, it really a v.nice show!!!
I love feilunhai! and 吴尊 MOST! <33
Okay, today have BBQ again with my family. I think I'll never get to lost weight if it still carry on like this. =.= I'm sooo FULL now! This few day when working I keep watching youtube for all the show bout feilunhai. I hope i can watch all the show that have feilunhai de. Today channel u got feilunhai too. weets. dying to seeee ~ yesterday evon called me and chat i'm happy that she still rmb mi as her fren (: * and i have been missing her. hope we can meet up soon. i simply love my new blog skins. and i was really really crazy over FEILUNHAI. aww. my only dream is to have a date with them. lol. useless thinking. deleting ppl frm frenster. lol. bb sae i delete ppl in my fren list lyk all i delete hah. so i keep it tis way nvr delete ppl. slowly delete den (:
I can handle myself.
Friday, December 15, 2006
It have been long since I really spent time in bloging. Many thing did happen for the past few days. I try to forget him but it I cant, till someday i sawed the thing that I really dont wish to happen, but still, it happen. After that i think I have wake up and stop thinking of him. I have to thanks my special one, baka sis. He is really someone who i feel safe telling all my thing to him, and miss his lame joke and his dream of being "This world is rooten, i going to kill everyone" hah. His joke can really make me LOL. Today went out wit my dearest, put angkong. hmm, heard now many people want to put UV angkong. It really cool. grow in the dark and come out when there the sun is out. love it. seeing my dearest puting angkong i was aww ~ it look so pain can. the blood ~ eeew. saw some of my girlfriends. all of them stil so pretty lah. hah. ok i stop here. and i delete people from my frenster and want to change my msn. but i was to lazy. mayb other day.
I can handle myself.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
today went out. ROAR! bad luck follow mi everywer siol. ahh. i cnt fnd ma contact len den i cnt ma spect. ma clothes tores. mani mani mani... )': the mood gg out totally GONE! i ever scolded anan alots. cos i was in farking bad mood! anan sry ahh. i knw u are letting mi tat why u dnt scold mi back, u even told mi xi guan jiu hao. lol. psps. love u lots. 10 yr of frenship wnt brk off easy XDD i was farking angry i sms ma baka sis. he thot i wn die fast fast call mi and ask U OK MA?! DUN ANIHOW LEYY.lol. ma cute sis ~ i keep di siao him see his testi . woots. mani mimi k! i keep calling none stop whn we hang up. i read all his testi O.O den smtng make mi change ma mind in LOVE* whn having std ppl will always lyk to say laogong/laopo. nvr gg brk la, nvr ending love, forever la. which they shld knw shld nt be real wd. wd for ? zzz, abit lame i read bt cpuple read le in their heart is *sweet* ? lol. think sooooo. oh ya! i knw smtng girl always lyk to act cute lyk. oh i haven eat anitng yet. i wn dardar jiu hao le, i eating icecrem nw .. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. LOL. if i gt std i think i will change the words i talk. i would be v.lame ppl will LOL lo. lalalalallalala~ nw den i knw ma baka sis sooo ypu mei li! hah. soo mani girl and boi talk till . waa. lyk wn eat him out. lol. ahhhhh duno wd to sae le. abit lazi to blog le. ............... GOODNITE!
I can handle myself.
waiting for anan nw. dot. she sooo long lo. so i do some quiz while waiting.
While you may not think of yourself as the ice queen, admit it, you're often in a bad mood.
And it's those around you who often bear the brunt of your annoyance, even if they haven't done anything wrong! (i think baka sure agree with it. LOL)
You don't ruin relationships, if anything you keep them together
The key: you respect yourself and your guy. Which goes further than you might think.
You simply treat your guy how you would like to be treated... the old golden rule.
And in return, he treats you like gold - or at least tries. And how perfect is that(anyone agree? LOL)
I can handle myself.
this few day was busy helping mum to work. just to get ma reborning. lol. nth muh happen den. ehs. ltr gg to mit anan. duno go wer yet. she still haven reach hm and i am waiting! argh! ~ i miss ma baka sis. duno wd he doin nw =,= he always scold mi, bully mi. idiot ! lol. bt overall he is a good girl! boiboi faster get him. bt he easy hurt. LOL. hope he dun see ma blog if nt scold mi agn . zzz. jas gt case. hmm. wd to sae lehh. hope nth happen to him. jas if u read ma blog rmb ma words. BE A GOOD BOI AH! and last long wit ur dear.
I can handle myself.
Monday, December 11, 2006
i dnt knw hw long since i last blog. totally forgt ma blog. lol. nth muh happen tis day. aww. i reali wish to grow TALL TALL TALL ! v.tall! lol. baka used some magic power to let mi tell him ma thing. aww. hope he dun treaten mi wib iys lyk hw i treaten him wib the bird thing. lol. today is aloy chalet and i am nt sure if i am gg. nt mani ppl i knw. v.ps. lol. ehs. at last ma irritating aunt go bak to indo le! XD feeling muh more freedom. and bro jus hlp mi get a comp in ma rm. i feel sooo ^ lol. cousin came bak frm indonesia le, she brought mi a piggy wallet frm indo. cute ^^ aww. i cnt rmb wd happen tis few day. bt there was a irritating sooo call "GAY" to me. so bhb. everytime act as i love him . DOT. he think far tooo farrr liao. lol. stupid gay. soooo erxin. pls. wake up. I DUN EVEN WANA TALK TO U ! XD
I can handle myself.
Saturday, December 9, 2006
| You are a Great Girlfriend |
When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful
But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself
You're the perfect blend of independent and caring
You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too! |
| You Are a Bad Girl |
You are 20% Good and 80% Bad
You're a total bad girl, from your wild hair to tattooed toes.
But you're too badass to even care if you're labeled "bad"! |
I can handle myself.
ytd whn ktv wb liling they all. bedok ktv agn. zzz. i getting sick of thr. lol. aniwae simply loves gg out wb them. all of them brighten up ma dae alot ^^v jus hb steamboat wb ma family. i was talking soo mani crap whn eating. all of them was laughin non stp XD mum scold mi sae i look soo stupid bt whn i start to talk always act lyk a doctor keep saein all kind of body parts whn eatin. she feel lyk vomit. lol. jus nw whn go wb jun hong and mum's bf. we go playground ply! junhong is getting clever. whn we walk pass his sch, his teacher tell him go in school. den he shout: "no la! no sch! mummie sae no sch la!" lol. v.cute lo. simply adore him~
I can handle myself.
Friday, December 8, 2006
Do some quiz bout mi jus nw.
Competitive and sportive. Don't like losing and always cheerful! You are trustworthy, and very out going. You choose love carefully, and don't fall in love easily. But once you find the right one, you don't let go or a long time.
I can handle myself.
lol. today v.funi day. ma 2 aunt, mum and her bf was chating at the living room. i cum out frm ma rm nd i think tat gt ntyh to chat le. they started to sae ma char and ma tat so call cnt change de xiao jie pi qin. they name out all. .
1. whenever ppl ring up ma hse if i was the one pick up. i will talk mani stupid thing. if it nt looking for mi i will sae, nt at hm la, slp le, go dancing. lol. whn ma mum was beside mi onli.
2. the way i look at ppl lyk wanted to eat them up. lol. ma mum den sae i talk to her lyk wn beat her lyk tat.
3. i am v.lazi. even walk out of ma rm. lol. and etc etc . . i was keep laughing, and ma mum sae i was v.childish if i cn be more mature so she will be hapi. hmm. see first den. i also gt nth to sae tat why i just anihow write. -,- i also duno wth i am writing. lalalas. byebye~ btw, fei lun hai so cute den. mwah!
I can handle myself.
Thursday, December 7, 2006
I can handle myself.
ok. bak to ytd. wen to ah boy sch ther to mit anan. den wen to the shop ask hw muh to extend eye lash. 70 plus T.T den wented to ktv. ma ownself keep singing till v.hard. bt stupid anan onli knw hw to eat eat eat eat eat! waa. she no money keep asking mi money. den i keep giving. von come, i paid for her. cos is i sly tell her cum. whn von com, we two getting so high! lol. keep singing jolin de song. keep dancing. lol. funi. bt anan jus keep eating and smoking, roar. smelly sia. den we go mit anan's sis. i carry baby (3mth) von carry qiqi. lol. qiqi 4 yr old le. von carry her till wn die. soo funi. den we slack awhile den send anan's sis and baby hm. (: den we wented to the shop to trim our eyebrows. waited v.long. den aft tat we wen to mac and slack. aft tat anan wen hm. i sended von hm, she asked mi to go class bbq today bt ps la. wait they ask i nxt yr wd class . . 3G AGN! T.T better dun go hao le. ): hais. lazi update ^^
ok. we both look lyk underage mum. lol
I can handle myself.
Tuesday, December 5, 2006
ytd darling ring mi up asking if i was free to mit her. mit her ad bedok mrt. i was late for almost 1 hr. poor darling, alone seat at the stair waited for mi. i was lyk trying to BOO her. the end she sawed me. lol. hugged me (: we took mrt to bugis. in the mrt there was a hmm.. old men? keep looking ad us and smiling wit his yellow teeth >,< [SOMETHING MISSING HERE, I KEEP REWRITE BT STILL GONE! ROAR! LAZI REWRITE LE. =P FREE DEN REWRITE AGN BA] inmature us keep laughing non stp. kinda miss ma sch frens. asked some to mit tis 24 dec. it seem tat everyone is working and cnt comfom. hais. it so hard to mit them. nxt tym nt gg to see them le. i miss them. ok, 10 plus, ah long wn to mit his bro and darling dunwn to go hm, she seem to fell in love wit ah long. lol. so i asked ah long wit his frens go to bedok ktv. omg. no ppl, the ktv was dark, cold, awww. lol. in a small rm 4 ppl keep smoking msia cigg make mi soo faint. order mani foods. aww. i dun think i cn lost weight le. sadd. 2am le none of them wn go hm. -,- and ma eye are falling ah long tell mi slp, hw was i suspos to slp infront of the guy ad a vd huh? and i was wearing contact len. argh~ darling took a cab hm. ah long and his frens walked me hm. reached hm i hb to clean ma make up everything den cn slp. aww. about to slp ah long called mi tell mi go dwn. siao. i was ad ma lala land le. i rejected and they treaten mi cum ma hse, i was too tired to think. offed ma phone. slp. the end sly ma widow gt 4 ghost flying T,T aww. i was soo tired tat i locked ma widow and sae byebye to them. lol. den i duno wd happen to them le. cos i BOO! slp le. ^^ todae ahlong called mi 2 tym bt i dnt pick up. why is he calling mi in the early morning huh? hmm.. mayb in the police station le. cos ytd they disturb ma nearbour. lol. =p *CHOY!* tml gg mit bb and anan ^^ go trim eyebow and study ^^
I can handle myself.
Monday, December 4, 2006
somehw i feel abit left out by ma family which shld be the one who give mi everything i need.
a hm. for mi, is a place for resting, joke & fun wb ma family, mum, dad & mi. care & love frm them. bt thing dun goes tis wae mum always sae she give mi the best and wd ever hell. she jus think tat frens is nth. she dun lyk all ma frens. she dun give mi money during holid. she only give mi 5 dollars whn schooling. she always think she is right. i always quarrel, scold her. why cnt she jut step in ma shoes and think. staying ad hm is lyk stayin in hell. we are frm indonesia la, whn always ppl come sg sure come ma hse. all slp in ma rm talk soo loud. dun even think of mi, dun allow mi to talk wtf. when ppl child wn cum sg study she will let them sty, ma cousin, and ma mum's aunt child also come ma hse sty for study. w/o asking them for money and let them sty for free, den always sae no money for mi. mum's aunt child share a room wb mi. it ok, i dun mind alr. bt nw she even wn to let mum's aunt child's fren to sty. in the same room wb us. waa. alr no place le lo. den i angry den u all knw wd ma mum sae? aiya u nt hapi u come slp wb mi and dad la. fuk, i alr 15 i need some space, i ned to be alone sometime. why they jus dun understand. hais. if even i cn jus get out of this hell. i ned a better place call HOME. hab they think/asked wd i wn?
I can handle myself.
Friday, December 1, 2006
bak to ytd. was plan to mit anan ad 12.30am. the end she come to ma hse ad around 1 plus! den i go bath, make up. lol. it took another 1 hr. befor we go out mum told me tat ma cousin cnt get in poly. it true wd v.hard for non-s'porean to get in poly. den mum sae i still gt mood to go out=.= wd tat hab to do wit me huh? aft tis anan borrow money frm mi to buy cigg. den i wen to buy drink saw ma mum fren. she was lyk duno it me den i keep callin her she keep walkin =,= wen she look ad mi for veri long den she, WAA wear till so nice wn go wer ah? wa u make up dun look lyk u leyy so pretty! veri loud. i was so ps cause so mani ppl wer there. i gt maself a drink den she shout nvm nvm! i paid! =,= lyk i no money lyk tat. anan & mi chatted ad the vd awhile den i go cut hair le. the jie jie hlp mi make ma hair. veri long=,= bt come out to be veri nice leh! ^^ so hapi. i love ma hair! bt it too short. grow faster will u? ): aft tat we wen to buy a pair duno wd colours de contact lens cause i dunwn those veri deep colour. den we took bus to inter, took bus 25 to amk. 45 min! =.= inside the bus i keep talking non-stop. and took pic wit anan bt she angry aft tat cause i keep taking no head or no body de pic T.T hah! bobian i nt pro in taking pic wd. heh. reached amk we wen to melvin shop and eat. alot young ppl and the place was small=,= EAT TILL V.PS!we order far too mani thing to eat tat i almost cnt get out of the shop. hah. aft tat no ppl le. we go tk mel de vcd and watched, dark water, ghost game, the red shoes, the cello. . . etc. lol. v.scary T.T nc16, m18 de. i see the ghost i wn vomit all the thing out. bth.den we wen shopping i brought a bag. it all white bt i find it nice. 7pm le. anan sis come wit her 3mth baby. she pass the baby to me and i bring her anihw walk. i wen in a shop sell bag de. the aunt sae, the baby sooo cute just lyk u her mummy. so sweet T.T i look so old meh?! diao. so mani ppl was looking ad mi sia. den the sell clothes de jiejie look ad mi till i am gone. dot lei. scary you mei you!? wen bak mel shop, they about to close shop le. they wen hm by mel car T.T we took cab ^^v heh. cause anan de another sis wn go out tell her go hm look aft 2yr old de ah boi and 4 yr old de qiqi. i wen in qiqi and ah boi keep hugging me. lol. so cute. ma contact len was dry i took out bt i dare nt cause ma nail is tooooooo long lar! so anan help me talk out. i ply wit the two baby make thm slp den me and anan wen out to mit sam. i called him, ah sam wer u? sam: i ad pub lei. lao byebye! =,= so i took cab hm aft slackin awhile. reach hm 1plus le. i still ned to remove ma make up, bath, wash ma hair wait for it dry almost 3am le. T,T BOO! slp liao. lol. end of the day! and BIBI SAVE THE DAYS!!! XD
I can handle myself.
